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  • Arrows of Fate

    The wind is whispering a warning
    The leaves are turning, the sky is yawning
    Time grows short, and the end is near
    The moments we share will soon disappear

    Chorus:
    Bound by the arrows of change
    Bound by the arrows of fate
    We must embrace what remains
    Before it’s too late

    Verse 2:
    The sun is setting, the shadows grow long
    The birds are singing their last song
    We must cherish every moment we find
    For time is fleeting, and leaves behind

    Chorus:
    Bound by the arrows of change
    Bound by the arrows of fate
    We must embrace what remains
    Before it’s too late

    Bridge:
    The world keeps spinning, the clock keeps ticking
    But we can make every second count
    We can find love, we can find meaning
    And make every moment amount

    Chorus:
    Bound by the arrows of change
    Bound by the arrows of fate
    We must embrace what remains
    Before it’s too late

    Outro:
    The leaves will soon fall, but we can rise
    We can find hope, we can find new skies
    The arrows of change may point us down
    But we can rise above, and wear our crown.

  • Chapter Two

    "For starters, you’ll need to agree to honor Litomo’s choices, regardless of your preferences." Kaiya replied.

    "We can do t– wait, why?" President Kitterling asked. He glanced back at Litomo with suspicion then.

    "Because this has to do with him. You were asked to bring him here and so he is. Before he leaves, he has a decision he needs to make." Kaiya glanced between the President and Litomo, still smiling but not quite as warmly. "Ultimately, in the end it doesn’t really matter what you want, President."

    Litomo scratched at the back of his neck awkwardly before replying uncertainly, "Ahm… uh, sure, what am I signing myself up for?"

    "A lifetime of glory, friendship and all the technology you so like to play with." was Kaiya’s giggling reply, rather out-of-character for her at that moment.

    "Oh, is that all?" Litomo glanced down to his dog thoughtfully. Leon was moderately comfortable now but here and there, he’d been whining when the tension got to be too much despite Litomo’s soothing hand. "Ah, fuck it. Sure, I’m in."

    President Kitterling stared at Litomo, then seeming to make up his mind at that moment, agreed. "Yes, we’ll honor his choices. As long we know what it is."

    "No. He agrees, or this doesn’t happen at all." was the firm response from Kaiya, a hint of a growl behind those words.

    "Fine." said the President, now looking mad.

    "Are you absolutely sure, President Samuel Kitterling?" Having his name fully spelled out startled the President.

    President Kitterling nodded, "Yes, I’m sure."

    Kaiya smiled again, "Litomo? What do you say?"

    "I said I’m in, didn’t I?" was Litomo’s petulant reply.

    "Wonderful. I’m glad you agreed. And… I’m sorry." She stood up then and saluted to Litomo, a clenched fist reaching up and diagonally to tap against her chest, "Welcome to Lysharia Federation, Fleet Admiral Litomo."

    For a solid thirty seconds, there was silence. Then chaos erupted again after the words were fully absorbed and processed. Instantly, the energy in the room changed from that of calm chaos to angry, suspicious chaos. Guards immediately pulled him out of his chair and surrounded him and his dog.

    Naturally, Litomo’s reaction was to throw up his hands, or at least to attempt to before Leon’s leash prevented him from fully indicating that he had no desire to be a problem at that moment. "Wait, what?"

    A minute or two must’ve passed before the President replied, "Stand down. STAND DOWN! THAT’S AN ORDER." Reluctantly, the guards did as told but they kept him surrounded. "Why did you do this?" he demanded of Kaiya, "Is it because of differences between our kind? Are you trying to start trouble?"

    "Who’s our kind?" Litomo’s voice interrupted.

    "The human race… or America." the President replied angrily.

    "We’ve had people on Earth for, oh, for around a thousand years or so." Kaiya said. "About two hundred, now, in your country."

    "Oh." Litomo said. "Is that about right?"

    "Yes, I believe so." Kaiya replied. "You are human, after all."

    "Oh, is that all?" Litomo sounded genuinely surprised.

    President Kitterling began, "Why would you do this?"

    "Would you agree with me that we’re actually too different to get along? An invasion is certain if we try to use the same terms for trade. You’re all too ready to seize territory." Kaiya replied. "You’re willing to do whatever it takes, even if that means murder."

    "We’ll fight you if we must. How about trade? Wouldn’t that be better?" the President asked, seeking any advantage he could.

    Kaiya shook her head. "It can never be a fair trade. There’s no way that one culture could ever become as civilized as another. You’re too tied to technology. Your laws are all too restrictive."

    The President’s eyebrows rose a bit in surprise at this. "So what you’re saying is that you’re superior to us?"

    "Most certainly." Kaiya replied.

    Leon gave a low growl at this, which distracted Litomo from the discussion between the President and Kaiya. She looked at his dog and said, "I don’t mean to scare him."

    "Maybe not. But his service will still be needed here. You cannot have Litomo." the President angrily replied.

    "And I can’t even guarantee that there won’t be an attack on you or your countries, or even on this world." Kaiya had lowered her voice.

  • Chapter One

    Five Years Later…

    "Fuck! It’s that damn dream again…" A tanned hand reached up to scrib through the man’s hair, sitting up in the bed. He’d woken up with a gasp, that kiss always waking him out of the dream he had, stealing his breath. After the first time, he wasn’t entirely sure if what he saw was real.

    But that first time, he honestly had believed the woman’s words. But it’d been a few years now, after seeing the evidence of his computer’s screens left unlocked, with a document opened and left for him to read. It was a story that he’d dreamed up and later wrote as a child. It started out with simple descriptions of what he’d seen in his dreams before eventually building into larger and larger scenes. Before he knew it, he had a story, spun from the weaves of his dreams.

    Every so often, the dream recurred, tantalizing him with the promise of meeting the woman that he knew intimately. It didn’t make sense to him, but there was a sense of a missing connection. It was impossible not to miss the building link for what it was. It left him bereft of life, or so it seemed, allowing him to make the motions required of him. Until now.

    On the TV mounted on a wall a few feet away, the caption scrolled across the screen with a woman holding her hand to ear, fear and puzzlement warring for control on her face. "We’re getting uncomfirmed reports of ships in space…" She looked up at the camera. "We go now to the Office for more details. Tony?"

    The scene switched to the Oval Office, where President Kitterling was holding his hands up, gesturing for quiet before he spoke, "People of the United States, I can confirm that there are ships in space. We do not know who they are, or wha–" The man’s words were cut off by a new feed, showing the background of a woman sitting regally in a Captain’s chair.

    "This is the Lysharia Federation. I am Vice Admiral Kaiya Daystar. We are here to help you." She said nothing further, her voice that of a warm contralto, a smile on her face, and heterochromia eyes, blue and green that glinted with mischief and warmth, with a head that of a wolf with large, almost satellite-like ears and curly brown hair pulled back in a bun, alien to the world as the signal was blasted out. She wore the light blue uniform of a military officer, with the bars of a Vice-Admiral, it seemed to those that knew how the military worked. Her name tag agreed, a simple sewn on tag in what appeared to be space-rated uniform.

    In the background, to her left and right were seated several more officers at their own consoles. Some were of the same species as the woman that had spoken. Others, not so. To the woman’s right, a man with the face of a stag was looking down at the console before him, antlers a few inches high with the tips dulled, murmuring, "Captain, we’re receiving hails from Russia, China, Japan, and the United States demanding to know who we are and to retreat to 1.5 million kilometers from Earth."

    How are they speaking English? the man wondered, watching the screen for a few moments. The way they spoke and gestured on the feed contradicted what he heard. The longer they spoke, he realized that there was simultaneous translation happening from an unseen voice, the original voices speaking in a language that wasn’t really that recognizable despite some English words interspersed awkwardly, as if the invaders were intentionally speaking English in a way that was easily understood for what seemed like equivalent words that weren’t available in their language. Almost at the same time, the translation specialist or software picked up in an almost emotionless voice, sounding very much like a machine.

    The implications of a new people appearing in their universe was world-changing. It was difficult to predict, but he had a feeling lots of chaos was in order until the invaders, for that is what they were, proved themselves.

    Little did he know just how right he’d be.


    The feed from the invaders cut out, showing President Kitterling standing at the podium. Secret Service agents reached him and took him away from the podium, but not before the President’s shocked expression was caught on camera. Then the camera feed to the newsroom cut out with a squeal.

    Moments later, the anchor came back on with an equally shocked express. "We’re working on verifying the details. This has been Maya Heartsong with CNN." The screen switched away to a commercial, something about medicine that merely put off the symptoms of the real issue. He never particularly cared for those and thought they outright lied.

    Still, though… this time, it seems to be real. News station after news station replayed the same feed and President Kitterling’s reaction. It seemed that there wasn’t any consensus about how exactly to react to this world-altering event; indeed, universe-altering event. And as the videos continued to replay, the woman’s voice dug further into his mind.

    Where have I heard that voice before? It was maddeningly familiar, that warm contralto voice. It drew him closer and closer to the TV, until he was almost nose-to-nose with the woman on the TV. That she was of an entirely different species didn’t seem to matter in that moment as the words reverberated through him.

    Then his phone rang, snapping him out of his reverie.

    "When are you available?" In the distance but quickly approaching were sirens. Somebody’s about to have a bad day… was the man’s thought. Caller ID was blocked, but the voice on the other end was calm and authoritative. Almost soothing.

    "I’ve got work in…" Glancing at the clock display on his computer’s screens, it showed that it was 4:45PM at that moment. "an hour and a half, why?" The sirens came closer, until it seemed like they were outside his house, or relatively close by. The proximity of the sirens induced a sense of dread in the pit of his stomach as he clenched the phone.

    "Not now you don’t." the voice replied. Moments after that, loud knocks sounded on his door, not quite at the level of breaking through, but it was close. He hesitated a moment too long and the sound of his door being smashed open came.

    Several men soon showed up in his bedroom, two in business suits, the rest in military fatigue. Instead of holding their guns at him, oddly they went to windows and positioned themselves facing outwardly loosely surrounding him. As he was still not far from his bed, they had no choice but to leave his rear unprotected.

    "Mr. Sokenchov?" one of the suits asked, the man wearing a navy blue suit, with a face lined with experience and curious eyes. The other was in a charcoal suit, younger and seemingly overly eager to be helpful. This one signed what the man spoke, evidently an agent that knew sign language. The man that had spoken flipped up a badge wallet with ease and long experience, "I’m with the Federal Bureau of Investigation. We need you to come with us, sir." The man tried for a soothing smile, but failed.

    "You don’t get to call me Mr. Sokenchov. Call me Litomo, please." Then, remembering that he had an open line on his phone, he raised the phone back up to his ear, "Who are you, and why do I have the FBI in my bedroom?"

    "We can’t answer that until you come in with us. Please join them and you’ll understand why shortly." Then the line clicked and he was left staring at the group.

    "Well?" replied Blue Suit. Gray Suit repeated the question with a question mark sign, a quick curve of fingers in the shape of a ? with a punctuation of the period, a few times, each more urgent and impatient.

    Seeing that he had no choice, he sighed. "Fine, fine. Let me get dressed, then." He made a move to do just that, but Blue Suit intervened.

    "No, you’ll come as you are. We don’t have time for that. But someone will be by to pick up your things."

    Sighing in defeat, he took a moment to get his shoes on and went along, diverting just long enough to get his dog. At first, the group balked but his steadfast stubborn look convinced them to impatiently wait as he grabbed a harness and dressed up his dog after Blue Suit held up a hand and shook his head. It seemed Blue Suit was expecting it.

    Do they have a file on me or something? He’d long suspected that was the case, after revelations in the 2020s that the U.S. Government kept such dossiers on those that operated in the field of information technology.

    Soon enough they were in an armored convoy, Litomo, his dog and the Suits in the middle, though his dog clearly picking up on the tension half whined, half growled at the Suits. "Where are we going?" Litomo asked.

    The Suits glanced at each other, communicating via that infernal silent glances that spoke volumes. "That’s classified." they responded. "You’ll find out when we get there. I can’t say more." said Blue Suit.


    In the armored convoy, it was quiet. A little too quiet, in fact. The driver up front was screened off from the two suits, himself and his dog. Picking up on the tension from Litomo, his dog nosed at him, seeking reassurance that things were okay. Are we actually okay, though? Then quite a few police cars joined the convoy, thickening the mass of cars until they got to the highway; at that point state trooper SUVs replaced the cars.

    The convoy rumbled on, implying that things were in fact not okay. An hour or two later, they arrived at the airport and bypassed the usual security theatre that was the TSA and headed directly onto the airfield to a waiting plane with its ramp down. Only the middle car boarded the plane, the one he was in. The humvees and their complement of soldiers, visible weaponry all peeled off to either side of the plane as it prepped for take-off.

    "Are you sure you can’t tell me anything?" he asked of the Suits.

    Blue Suit glanced up at him from the phone he was actively using, "It’s way above our pay grade, sorry." Then he sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose and grimaced, "We… ah, don’t normally have this sort of situation. It’s all very fluid, but again, I can’t tell you the details other than the basics." Then he glanced at Gray Suit, "… But I suppose I can tell you that we’re going to Washington D.C."

    So we’re seeing the President? Why? "Washington D.C.? Does that mean I’ll be talking to the President?"

    "We don’t know. You’ll know more when we get there." Then they lasped into silence, leaving the man and his dog to come up with wild conclusions.


    Three hours later

    The plane landed and as before, another convoy was present to meet them, a similar complement of humvees, soldiers and very visible weaponry. Then city and state police following and guiding them to Joint Base Andrews. The level of security and paranoia was really getting to him then.

    It wasn’t long before they passed through the customary check-points for Joint Base Andrews and came to a stop at one of the buildings. Blue Suit motioned for Litomo to get out and follow him. It didn’t take a genius to realize that he had no option but to follow as he saw that they were once more surrounded by a loose protective ring of soldiers. They followed until they got into the building and needed to pass yet another security check.

    This time, though, the guard at the checkpoint refused to let Litomo and his dog pass, becoming loud and aggressive when it became clear that Litomo wasn’t about to leave the dog behind. Blue Suit intervened and spoke into his phone urgently to someone else on the line.

    The reason why became clear when a senior officer speed-walked into view, not quite at a jog but close. "At ease, soldier! Let them through."

    At the sound of the senior officer’s voice, the guard on duty immediately snapped to attention before relaxing and giving Litomo a glare then stepping aside to let them through, as ordered.

    "Please follow me." The officer’s nametag read Lt. Colonel Briggs. The man waited just long enough for Litomo to get the hint and turned, speed-walking his way back to what turned out to be a Situation Room filled with officers from various branches of the military, the Joint Chief of Staff and lastly, President Kitterling. To the President’s right, a woman with an FBI badge interpreted for the President each time he spoke, as well as for the staff in the room, pointing to each one that spoke when needed.

    The President was rubbing his temples with eyes closed so he didn’t see the group come in until Litomo was announced, at which point the President glanced up and nodded to Litomo, "Please, come and sit. Can someone look after your dog while you’re here?"

    "No. I’d prefer not to be separated from him, thanks." Litomo replied, taking a seat as suggested and settling his dog next to him and spending a moment to reward him with a treat for being a trooper. "Now… why am I here and why so much fucking security?"

    It didn’t take long to figure out that this wasn’t the way to go forward with such high-level muckety-mucks, but he was past the point of caring. "I was rudely taken out of my home and not told of any details and not allowed to get dressed or call my boss and you expect me to be nice?" A harsh humorless laugh then, "Fuck that. You get what you get."

    "About that–" The President grimaced then nodded, "We apologize for how you were treated, but it was a matter of national security and… well, secrecy. We’ve made arrangements with your boss. It was necessary."


    "We needed to have you here because you apparently have some sort of value to them." Behind the President lay several large TVs displaying various things that he didn’t understand, but one, he definitely did understand.

    On one of the monitors, there was one large starship and several different designs of the orbiting fleet in Earth’s atmosphere. Each time the Sun limned their presence in its light, they appeared to be something out of a dream. The largest one seemed to be a dreadnought or something that deserved that name, a sleek but elongated arrow-headed design with cutouts for windows here and there, though currently the bridge window was covered by blast shielding. There was a hump in the back that flared out to large bulbous wings with gentle curves, containing engines that had a light blue glow of emissions easily tracked by the satellites. How this worked in space was a mystery, at least for the moment.

    The skin of the ship seemed to flip between copper and a deep black that absorbed light and likely other signals. Here, the satellites didn’t have to struggle in keeping track of the fleet, as the fleet appeared to be deliberately keeping an orbit that allowed them to be observed freely. Not to mention that the orbit also made it easy for a counter-strike to be made but it was clear the Lysharia Federation didn’t fear anything Earth had to throw at the fleet.

    "Say what?" Litomo asked, as if he heard right. "What do they have to do with me?"

    "We’re here to–" The President was interrupted by that familiar voice, the woman’s warm contralto. What was her name? She appeared on the screen with the fleet. It seemed she was still on the bridge but she was more visible now, standing.

    "Hello. This is Kaiya Daystar." She smiled to the camera and, it seemed, to Litomo. Then she glanced around, as if she was in the room. "I see you’ve found Litomo. Good…" the woman practically purred. "Then we can get started."

    Everyone in the room was spell-bound until that last statement, the words bringing the sense of reality back into focus. Then chaos broke out as several of the men in the room shouted refusals and threats. The President tried to regain control of the room but didn’t have much luck as the shouting matches continued.

    The woman on the screen allowed the chaos to continue for a few moments longer to go on, her smile becoming apologetic as she signed to Litomo, I’m sorry for the chaos I’ve brought you… but I’ll make this right. I promise. Then after a moment or two, she barked loudly, causing feedback to squeal as the audio system in the room struggled to attenuate her voice.

    Silence, blissful silence reigned for a few precious seconds before she spoke further, "Fighting amongst yourself isn’t going to help you. Can we start over again with introductions, please?"


    "President Kitterling." replied the President after he got over the shock of having the Situation Room’s systems abruptly co-opted by the woman on the screen. The room quieted down as well and named themselves one after the other, until all was known in the room.

    "LItomo Sokenchov and Leon." At his name and seeing him gesture down to his dog that had perked up his head at the mention of his name, the woman on the screen smiled warmly and… somehow seemed to become brighter? It seemed as if in some way, shape or form that Kaiya had become more life-like, as if the fidelity of the TV wasn’t enough to demonstrate the clarity of the connection. He couldn’t tell for sure, as it might be a trick of the light or TV. But he could also feel a faint tickling at the back of his mind, like a memory that was being a slippery fish on the verge of being caught.

    "For a start, why don’t you tell us how you got in?" President Kitterling asked of Kaiya, looking rather pissed but struggling to keep a calm facade.

    "Your systems and networks have a decent amount of security but cannot stand up to anything of ours, I’m sad to say." She smiled apologetically to the President, "It was imperative that we get started on this dialogue. We needed to have Litomo’s presence."

    She looked at him with another warm smile, "Your presence is needed because of what you represent. That is why we encouraged your government to secure your safety and presence."

    Litomo stared back, confusion marring his face, "What do I have to do with you and this?"

    "Ah… you’ll understand, in time. Suffice it to say that you are not ready to know. But I can say that working with you is important to the survival of the Universe as we know it." This was signed, but verbally, Kaiya spoke, with a glare at the interpreter, daring her to interpret, "I can’t say further until you agree to certain expectations, President Kitterling."

    "Such as?" the President growled.

    NEXT: Chapter Two

  • Prologue

    A Dreamer’s Awakening

    Author’s Note: This is an incomplete serial post, planned for a trilogy. This is Book One. Hope you enjoy!

    It started innocently enough, at first.

    As his sight was restored and stabilized, he realized he could see what appeared to be a HUD of sorts hovering in front of him. There was a prompt floating in the center, awaiting his response: Connect? with two choices, Confirm and Cancel. No other information was offered.

    For a moment, he deliberated, then he reached out to press on the button Confirm. At first, nothing happened. Then a few moments later, a feminine voice spoke, Confirmed. Accessing… and the HUD faded away. Before him, a figure walked into focus from a distance, over-shadowed by a light that didn’t come from anywhere as far as he could tell.

    Moments later, it became clear that it was a woman, the figure resolving into a shadowy female form with all the right curves and apparently, or so it seemed, naked to him. But he could not see who it was that approached him, her identity hidden by that self-same light. Once she stood before him, she reached out to touch his chin and gently turned his head to the left where his computer resided. Three monitors arrayed on a simple but solid desk, the computer hidden out of sight met his eyes. It turned out that he was sitting at his desk; computer forgotten in the moment in his home.

    "You’ll need to authenticate to proceed. Please log in."

    He didn’t question the logic of the request and turned his body to face the monitors, which was showing his name and a password field on the screen before him, background showing a starry field and a world hanging, off-centered. It hung a few inches away from his stylized avatar above his name. The landmass of this planet wasn’t based on Earth, but it was intimately familiar to him. Quickly, he typed his password and pressed enter. After a moment, that same voice he’d heard moments earlier spoke again. Access granted. Connecting… His computer now unlocked, quickly flicked through several screens, too fast for him to follow, except for some details. A story that he’d worked on in his part time being one of those details he’d caught.

    Identity confirmed. He’s the one. Suddenly, his HUD faded away and the only reaction he had time for was a quick but searing kiss from the shaded female, with a whisper in his ears seconds after the kiss, along with a growling nibble of his earlobe, "I’ll see you, soon…" which left him with a searing ache of heat and loss as his sight broke up, leaving him with more questions than answers.

    Then he woke up, for real this time. Before him was the ceiling of his bedroom; a drab gray ceiling that tended to induce a certain feeling that could be best described as meh, with dark forest green walls, a couple displays of art to break up the tedium. Glancing about, he saw that his bedroom was still the same as it ever was, with the computer and monitors sitting to his right at a desk that was built for maximum ergonomic comfort, chair sitting out of its place. It was if he’d snuck out of his chair and into his bed to wake up to this.

    "What?" A few moments later, his dog bounded onto the bed to greet him and the dream was forgotten as his dog demanded love. But somewhere in the back of his mind, there was a vague sense of anticipation, that things would change, soon.

    NEXT: Chapter One

  • Catch the Lightning

    In my quiet hours, I spin stories in my mind.

    Some, dreams. Others, less so. Still yet others, of a glimpse into realities unrealized.

    Each touch, a memory of what once was, like lightning in a bottle… and the skeins of memory blurs ever further, til the Light fades, bound by the arrows of time, of thought.

    A memory of what is, lit by an ever-changing mist of uncertainty, bound by the arrows of change.

    A memory of what will be, catching the lightning and bound by the arrows of fate, of things untouched. Mysteries unbound. And in those quiet moments, an ever-growing ache of a weave binding hearts and minds…

    Gone it was, like the memories that was the brimful of Light that was that flame, dancing away. And it made him ache with longing, the bright burning sun, just beyond his fingertips no matter how he strived. When had he ever taken it for granted? It had been an ounce too much, a gamble that had shredded his very soul.

    Did it matter? He knew not, yet he still caught the lightning, beheld it… ‘Tis a wonder, the beauty that was his well. There was no need to take it for granted, no reason why he should either, yet he continued to.

    As he often did.

    Another few moments, time fading, till the Light fades, bound by the arrows of time. A beautiful arrow, of bright blazing light, with each edge lashed with a bitter fate. As the slow evening light filtered in, and the most ethereal of weather moved in, and the nightfall spread like a cloak across the streets, he lay huddled beneath his cloak, with his eyes closed. Listening to the strain of music that floated in from that self-same source.

    And in those few moments, a sweetness grew, a burden borne of love, a woeful wish…

    For all the sudden, the thing came alive. A feathery green presence, a gesture of greeting, a lifetime or two of joy and sadness. He would never be free from it, never be in his own place again…

    Just a little longer, time fades, bound by the arrows of time, of thought.

    He has a way, now… a way to reach her, a way to leave, a way to find a place where they will never part. Not truly, but for a bit. A little while, a little while.

    ‘Tis a wonder, the beauty that was his well. It wasn’t long, not a second at the most. His fingers brushed his lips softly, in remembrance, and a soft, musical chuckle came from the other side of the doorway.

    Yet another gift, not so beautiful, but more… complex. A peace, a hum, a sigh as that ache grew deeper, touching upon his soul.

    He found he was laughing, breathless and thankful for the quiet times. The rest of the day was rather useless, yet the hour before was filled with warmth and friendship.

    And it was enough. A smile slipped across his face, as he once more gazed at the leaves that were his friends. They brought a light, a joy into his heart, the first ray of a dawn that would be his tomorrow.

    Funny, he had never really noticed them before. He had seen them around him, the world’s beauty.

    Yet, they were little more than another blossom in the garden… now… they took on a different meaning, a special kind of beauty, for they were as important to him as the stars in the sky. Things that once were, seen from another’s perspective. A smile flashed across his face, warm and dimpled, and he breathed in, a delicate rattle.

    If it weren’t so warm…

    Time grows short, and the leaves will soon fall. Bound by the arrows of change, bound by the arrows of fate.

    But there are things he is bound to. He is bound to her, bound to what is not his, bound to a future he hasn’t seen.

    He is bound to… The Light. Her Flame.

    He saw her come back, a puff of smoke rising from the stack of leaves she had gathered. He looked back down, gazing at them, and the smile returned.

    A beautiful arrow, of bright blazing light, with each edge lashed with a bitter fate.

    And in those few moments, a sweetness grew, a burden borne of love, a woeful wish…

    The tiniest speck of light danced across the smooth surface of her neck. A smile… for him. Reminding him that she was the brightest of the Light.

    Perhaps a different shade of blue, but brighter. So bright that it filled the whole room and the only other light seemed pale. Another small ache, but this time he welcomed it. He was waiting. She didn’t know… it was perfect. Time fades, bound by the arrows of time, of thought.

    It had always been like this, like the pain had always been there, like her heart was always bound to someone else. Like her soul had always meant to connect with another… And like she always felt she could never stop. She never knew why.

    She never knew that it was only him. She never knew that she could…

    Just a little longer…

    Every sound in the night… quiet and close, if they listened closely they could hear them… But not all sounds were meant to be heard.

    They would sometimes find bits of evidence, bits of what was meant to be unseen.

    Time was not silent…

    The ice cracking… slow at first, but faster and louder as time went on. The message hidden beneath the past… And finally, the silence would end, and then he would leave.

    When they made love, there would be nothing. When they kissed, there would be no life.

    The door would always be closed, and it would never be opened again.

    His kiss, his touch… if only. It would never be the same, but maybe it should be.

    It could.

    She would be lost, so lost, and the door wouldn’t be closed, and there was no one to see.

    The door would be open, and she would never be seen. And if she were to leave… never return.

    It would be forever lost, so the door must never be closed.

    To leave… well, that she would never do.

    Trees love the rain… He wanted to think, but there were things he did not want to think about.

    No.

    He needed to think, but there were things he didn’t want to think about.

    No.

    He needed to think.

    A series of strange words…

    Then, too late, he saw it. The destruction he had begun to lay upon the land. The broken bodies, the shredded pieces, the screams of the dying… the ruin. The growing forest was spread before him… a cruel and sickening mockery of what was once a noble forest. The Lifeblood. His ever-guiding Light.

    It was hard to hide, but he did it. His heart burned, it was afraid. He didn’t know what would happen if he were to let it out. His tears, his tears. And the sobs… They were always so strong, they always burst out of him and took him completely by surprise, like a wave before the moon.

    And he fell to the ground, a writhing heap, as his tears mingled with the grass. He was gone, so he thought. He could not see her, nor hear her. His Light.

    It was hard to hide, but he did it. He pushed his tears away and lied to himself, because he was afraid. His pain, his sorrow, his silence, it was hard to hide, but he did it. He pushed his pain away and lied to himself, because he was afraid.

    His Light, his Heart.

    It was hard to hide, but he did it. He always hoped. He always hoped that she would return, and he never stopped. He never let go of the dreams, the hopes, of that one day. Maybe it was time to take a leap of faith, but something held him back. Something that he couldn’t explain to anyone. His fear.

    "Look out!"

    His mind was spinning, his heart was filled with screams, his tears were beating. It was hard to keep his breathing under control.

    She had come, again.

    They are of the wind. They are of the water. They are of the earth. They are of the fire. They are of the spirit…

    She woke him, always she woke him. She was the one who pulled his fingers back, and showed him what she had seen.

    He had gone through that door.

    She had gone through that door, but he had not.

    When the day came, he would go through that door.

    He had felt it on the first day. He was tired. He was weak. He had no strength left. But he couldn’t let her down. He had to do it.

    She had gone through that door. He was so lost, and he needed her. He couldn’t live without her.

    He ran through the door. He felt the wind.

    He was standing next to her.

    "Go back, my sweet. I’ll be right there."

    Her heart was beating. So fast, so loud, and she hadn’t noticed it. She was trying to be strong, but she couldn’t keep it up. He was so pale. She held him to her breast, but the pain was too much.

    He ran through the door.

  • Naughty Kitty

    nughtysex:

    She’s been naughty and she knows it

    Hnnng.

  • BE an Artist!

    happyd00dle:

    solar-citrus:

    This has been something that has been bothering me for the past few years, every time I encounter someone who’s just started as an artist, they put themselves down because they’re intimidated by artists who are more experienced.  Intimidation is something that every artist has (or will) encounter in their lives, and they need to pull through that fear in order to grow as an artist.  Take that intimidation and be inspired about it.  What makes it intimidating?  What makes their work look so unique?  That’s where your learning opportunistic moments will occur, you find those reasons and you create something new out of all that you’ve learned!
    I believe that anyone, ANYONE, can become an artist.  It takes dedication and determination, but I promise you that drawing is one of the most rewarding art forms I’ve ever experienced.  You will always learn something new with it, therefore, the fun never stops!

    I love this a lot!! Great advise!!

    I’m resharing this mostly for a couple people here…

  • Long silence and stuff.

    Hur, been doing things of late.

    Mostly, just rebuilding things… I think I’m nearly done with that. Of course, there’s still a few high-priced things that I still need to obtain… but I still live.

    Whether that’s a good thing or not is still up for debate. But you know what? Fuck it.